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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

met wayne just now for job search. was kinda tiring actually. but he's really good at this. ha. he's so cute. esp his smile. so radiant & erms, smiley? :) haha. he's a real nice guy lars. ohh. pls. dun get me wrong. i'm not interested in him. just frens k? i bet he only treats me as his sis. yups. i'm so fortunate to meet such nice ppl on irc. i always thot nice ppl do not exist in irc. oh wells.

tiff wif him AGAIN! i hate it mans. i find him kinda irritating lo. always wanting to know my whereabouts. i need freedom too kies? gosh. cant he be more understanding etc etc? i know not every guy is perfect. the perfect guy u can find is in ur dreams. right? yups. i dunno whether to continue tis relationship or not. i'm like truly tired, fatigue, exhausted from all these. now i wish i was single again. yups. it's so contradicting. ahh, watever la.

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Monday, January 10, 2005

rightt. i din get to see wayne juz now. cos li en last min called me up say got interview. i felt so remorseful to pai seh him last min. den we agreed tmr. gosh. i need to wake up real early tmr. guess wat? won bin is coming to IMM tmr!! gosh. my idol! bet i cant take a pic of him. too bad i dun haf digi cam. arghh. i hope i will see him. it's like once in a lifetime!! heh. i totally crazy abt him.

stupid arse. wrote my name & no. on bus 14. DAMMIT. I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHO ARE U. I'LL SKIN U ALIVE. fook u can. such a lame, idiotic, stupid arsehole ever exist.

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10:11 PM

sharks! i'm meeting wayne later! omg. kinda nervous actually. cos he's my newly net fwen. hmm. makes me tink when i was meeting aung last time. we were like so quiet?! onli shi qi start talking. mm. maybe tat explains why she's so sociable. haha. mm. i'll probably be supa quiet. i dunch noe how to; u know start a conversation wif someone? guess i'm not tat affable. :\ anyways, we are gonna find job. meeting at town later at 12.30. gosh. so exciting! haha. i wonder wat kinda person he is like when meeting him. hmmm... alrightts. stop here. will update more when i'm back. wish me luck den! heh.

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10:49 AM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

yups. a small world indeed!
chat wif this someone on irc. guess wat? he's a catholic, previously in legion, supports ayumi & speed, likes putting full stop in his sentence (like me!) so much in common. but he's too into politics. which i totally hate!! asking me if i prefer bush or kerry. like wth?!? do i even care? lols. i believe he's a devoted catholic. seems to me. hah. alrightt. shall update more later.

innerself
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3:05 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

u know wat? he's wif joyce & his frens on xmas eve. wth?? i din know. joyce and laycheng gave him printed toilet paper. took pics wif her. fine. din let me. thot i wun know. he can be wif her, i cant be wif my frens? WAD THE FOOK IS THIS??? where's the logic?? fook! ha. which means i can be wif my guy frens. i dun give a damn already. jealousy? of course. y didn't he tell me. i guess he know i'll be super jealous. but at least let me know? wtf is this man? fren & bf turn against u.

FOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT! GET LOST EVERYONE!!!!

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7:38 PM

had a fcuktrated day ysd. intially was looking forward though. but it turned out like shit! cann somebody tell me wat frens are? sometimes i wish i had a more funky group of frens. but i ccan't expect more. i wish i had a gal fren whom i'm able to confide in. so disppointed tat my frens had turned out to be like this. bleahs. i hate it. sometimes i wish a had someone to shop with me, haf the same interest as me, taking photos. ha, wat frens i haf. a bunch of oh-so-pretending pple. get a life peeps! dun be such drama mamas. boy, i dunno wat the heck i'm toking. oh wells, i cant be bothered. I WANT NEW FRENS!!

innerself
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4:01 PM